30th
Sunday in Ordinary Time
Luke 18: 9-14
Several years ago in the middle of Lent I received a call
from someone I know. He asked with some
concern, “Hey, Friday is St. Patrick’s Day.
Do we get a dispensation from abstaining from meat so we can eat corned
beef?” I told him that thus far the
bishop hadn’t granted such a dispensation.
We chatted briefly and the conversation ended. As I hung up the phone, I shook my head and
muttered to my wife, “He never even goes to Mass, but he’s worried about eating
meat on St. Patrick’s Day.”
As soon as I uttered those words I knew that I had become
the Pharisee in today’s gospel. I had
sinned. I had the audacity to think that
I was better than him. I totally failed
to respect the fact that his concern was an expression of his faith. His concern about abstinence was his way of
showing respect to God. The fact that I
attend Mass regularly didn’t make my expressions of faith superior. It didn’t
make God love me more than him.
On one level today’s gospel is clear on its face: Don’t be arrogant, conceited or
self-righteous like the Pharisee; be humble like the tax collector. There’s a deeper level, though. Think about what the Pharisee said – he
wasn’t greedy, dishonest or adulterous.
That’s good, right? He fasted
twice a week. That’s a good thing. He paid a tithe on his whole income. Well, that’s good, too, right? And, what’s more, he started his prayer by
thanking God for making him the person he is.
A prayer of thanks to God? You
can’t do better than that. So, what’s
the problem? Well, the problem arose
when he said, in so many words, “At least I am not like this tax
collector.” At that point he made it all
about himself – not God, or God’s commandment to love one another.
On the other hand, the tax collector totally and
unconditionally placed himself in God’s hands.
Whenever we do or say anything that separates us from another,
we push God away. The first reading
today (Sirach 35:12-14, 16-18) begins with the line, “The Lord is a God of
justice, who knows no favorites.” God
doesn’t love the Pharisee any less than He loves the tax collector. When you come down to it, as soon as we focus
on the Pharisee’s self-absorption and rudeness (to the tax collector) and say
something like, “What an arrogant fool!” we’re doing exactly what the Pharisee
did. We’re judging and we’re taking our
focus away from God. As much as it is a
good thing for us to want to change ourselves and become better people, it is
impossible to do that without God’s help.
Only through God are we truly transformed. Only in God are we truly justified.
“Call Me Ishmael”