Saturday, July 29, 2023

THE TRUE TREASURE

As I sit in my office writing this piece, I look around to a number of my treasures.  One is a pen holder made of needlepoint, created by late mother.  It means a lot to me because it reminds me of the love of my mother.  On the other side of the desk is a crucifix given to me by my childhood parish in recognition of the time I spent training other young people to be altar servers.  It means a lot to me because besides reminding me of the sacrifice of our savior, it brings me memories of the wonderful priests and teachers that were such a big part of my formation.  Also, on my desk is a wooden desk calendar.  It is made of blocks with numbers for the dates and other blocks with the names of the months and days of the week.  While it is a very useful item, it is a treasure to me because it belonged to my grandfather.  I recall seeing it on his desk when I was a child.  So, as I change the date each day, I think of Grandpa.  I remember who he was.  I recall the things that he said to me.  I realize much of his advice still guides me today. 

In total those three treasures that I just mentioned have a combined value of less than twenty dollars, probably actually a lot less.  They are my treasures because they point to things of great value in my life -the love of my mother, the wisdom of my grandfather, and the spiritual formation given to me by great people in my parish.  They are what the Church calls sacramentals.  They are important material things that point to some important reality.  Church sacramentals are things like holy water, vestments, candles, statues.  All of these are important valuable things but they only point to something of the utmost value – the gift of our faith.  And yet we live in a world where that which has the most value is reduced to being valued by a minority.  Many who value the gift of faith often treat it as a mere hobby, just something extra to do to fill up time, like reading a book or exercising in a gym. 

The treasure is found not in the material things that we hold dear.  The treasure is found in what has the power to transform us, to save us.  The treasures we hold dear are important because indeed they help us remember and point us to that greater treasure.  

In my weak materialistic self, I would be devastated if I lost the items on my desk – the pen holder, the calendar, and the crucifix, but would I be devastated if I lost my faith.  What really is my treasure?  What do I hold most valuable?  Is my treasure simply those things that only lead me to the real treasure?  Or is my  treasure the real treasure which we would be willing to pay the great price?

- The Servant

 


Saturday, July 22, 2023

 

WEEDS

16th SUNDAY IN ORDINARY TIME

Romans 8:26-27 and Matthew 13:24-43

 

Today’s gospel is so disturbing.

Jesus’ parables so often help us understand what he tries to teach – but, sometimes they can be confusing as well.

I like when Jesus talks about the lost sheep that the Good Shepherd goes to find.  I think, sometimes, that I am lost, and there is comfort in knowing that Jesus will never cease to look and find me.  But today, instead of a lost sheep, I worry that I may be a weed amidst the wheat.   Instead of being found, I will, on Judgment Day, be cast into the fiery furnace.

So where do I stand?

Well, I think we are all born basically good, because we are made in His image.  But we’re not all good. The wheat and the weeds grow inside each one of us.  Maybe it’s only the bad stuff inside me – the weeds – that someday will be cast into the fiery furnace.  Maybe these images of the lost sheep and the weeds and wheat are not contradictory.  Maybe Jesus knows I am lost and will always seek to find me.  ALL of me.  He’ll take me as I am.  The good and the bad.  And then, when my days are done, he’ll “burn off” what’s bad, so only the good in me will remain, and will remain IN HIM.

While I worry about these things I find comfort and peace in my heart when I hear Paul’s words in Romans.   “The Spirit comes to the aid of our weakness…”

Yes.  That’s it.  God’s Spirit knows.  So while I try, and often fail, to truly follow Jesus, the Spirit is there to support me in my weakness and intercedes for me.

No matter what my struggles or worries, if I place myself in God’s hands, then all be made right.

 

“Call Me Ishmael”

 

Saturday, July 15, 2023

The Fertile Ground

           In this weeks Gospel,Matthew 13:1-23. Jesus shares the Parable of the Sower with his disciples and his followers. He uses the parable to explain the different ways we can follow the Lord.  Ultimately he let them know that there is truly one way to have a relationship with the Lord.

The parable begins with a sower that scatters seed. Some of the seed fell on on the side of the path. Some seeds fell on stony ground. Some seeds fell among the thorns and some seeds fell among the good, fertile ground.  When you really examine the parable you can see that Jesus explains that good ground is what we need  for his seed to grow in us. 

The first of seeds the sower sows are the seeds that landed off  the path. Those seeds represent the follower that never really gets  a chance to even understand that the word of God is available to them. We don’t see how the word of God is a gift and we are to carefully open it.  We don’t give them the importance that is required . Without  fully appreciating the word of God you can not  have a complete relationship with the Lord.  That’s when the devil is lurking… the message in the words of God are lost because we are too proud or too arrogant to understand that we have been given a tool to use for our salvation.  Instead we ignore or choose to look the other way and “do it myself”. In those times we are not in relationship with the Lord at all.  We are on our own, off the path. 

The seconds set group of seeds fall  on the stony ground. The seeds that don’t have a chance to make roots.  There is a disconnect between the Word of God and the heart of a follower. These seeds represent the followers of Christ that  hear the words but don’t allow them to enter our hearts.  They are just words. They have some meaning but the true meaning is lost because we don’t take anytime to reflect upon them. The depth that is required for a meaningful relationship doesn’t exist. The Word of God is deep and time to reflect upon them is necessary.  Yes, going to church does allow for some time to reflect but, personal time also needed. That is when you can allow the seeds to take root in your heart.  Thats the  where you make the real  connection.  That’s how you build that relationship with the Lord.  Let the word soak into your heart. 

The third group of seeds fall among the thorns. These seeds do well in the beginning. They have roots, the soil is decent but something goes wrong.  As they germinate and grow the environment ultimately gets the best of them.  I understand what growing up around thorns can be like.   Although, you are doing everything right… it can still go wrong.  I have seen this all too often in real life.  Obviously, we weren’t able to choose the environment that we were born into.  That was the work of the Lord. That’s why  I ask sometimes… why allow some of us to grow up among the thorns? Why  be given someone an opportunity for a great life yet surround them by thorns and unsafe place to grow?  A life among thorns is challenging. That’s what why the word of God  calls you to look away from the world.  You are called to not be distracted and ignore what the world is doing.  You are called to bury yourself in the word of God.  Worldly concerns are not concern of yours.  Unfortunately, the seeds that grow among the thorns are ultimately destroyed by the world that grow in. 

The  last set of seeds  from the parable fall on the fertile ground. These seeds represent the followers that hear the word and understand it.  They reflect upon them and allow it to actually have an impact on who they are in the world. They let the words take root in their hearts.  Ultimately, bearing fruit.  The fruit being a life filled with the Lord.  Life isn’t perfect and without challenges but it is grounded by a relationship with God. Those are the seeds that represent the lives that we strive for.  They have the right combination of soil, water, and sun.  The right mix of what the Lord provides and what you do with it. We are called to be like those seeds.  While Jesus spoke to his disciples and this crowd he explained how important it is to really use the Word of God for our salvation. He urges us to not only hear the words. Hearing is ok but that’s not enough.  Going to church is ok but not enough.  Jesus wants us to let those words into our heart.  He wants us to allow those words into our soul so it can have an impact on our actions.  He is telling us to look beyond the distractions of money, fame and the craziness of the world.  Instead focus on him. Focus on the word of God.  Will wealth and short lived happiness capture the word of God? Will you ignore the word because you are too busy, or will the  sower’s seeds land on fertile ground and grow in your heart?  We have to decide today and everyday.